Just a ramble for today.
Somedays it’s hard. Just hard. Today feels like one of those days and frankly, I’m not even sure why.
Belief… seems so simple, but sometimes, I think it’s elusive. Believing in a cause, in a team, in myself.
Today… is that day. I’m not sure where it’s stemming from, and I certainly don’t want it to hang around any longer than it needs to, but I feel shaken, a little unsteady. No… a lot unsteady.
It’s a little gut check.
So how to dig myself out of this place of uncertainty and shaken-ness? Well…?There’s the rub. Don’t. Dig.
It’s got to be a lift doesn’t it? Building a ladder, climbing, like stairs, one step at a time, because that’s what I can do. One step.
The thing about belief, or disbelief, is the ability it has to show up in places where it has no business, and I think that happened today. And… it’s hard to find the way out. Taking back the moment isn’t possible, I wish it was, because not only does a shakedown in belief effect me, but it can affect others and that’s not what I’m up to or wanting so I need to be aware of it. And I hope that you are aware of it too.
I believe in you.
I believe in me.
I believe in us.
I believe in love.