Author Archives: lizzyc1973

A Year Ago Today…

And there are still tears… Believe it or not… a year ago today ish, we were hanging out in a park in Phoenix. Trying to make every moment last before I had to go to the airport to come home. … Continue reading

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One. Year. Later.

525,600 minutes One of these days I do believe I should see Rent. Because I refer often to 525600 minutes. The number of minutes in a year. And tomorrow it will be 525600 since I first flew to Phoenix to … Continue reading

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Love You And Move On Too…

I believe I can. I believe I can love you, and likely will forever, and move on too. Fifty days. Of crying, sobbing, wondering if the sun will actually still bother to rise tomorrow. Of being angry, of self sabotaging, … Continue reading

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Do You Boo…

So… My sister Jennifer, among others has said, “you do you.” In the aftermath and aftershocks of Chet. I believe it’s worth a try… But, What happens when you don’t know how to “do you.” There’s a ton to unpack … Continue reading

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A Month of Heartbreak…

And it’s still no easier. Thirty Three Days. I’m not going to consider the hours, minutes, or seconds. It would be too much. Some days I believe I am making progress. And then there’s today. Am I? Yes. I’d love … Continue reading

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How Is It…?

So I saw Karine on Monday. She’s my therapist, and I do believe she’s fucking amazing. I believe we need to change the conversation around mental health and therapy, but that’s a different conversation for another day. The conversation around … Continue reading

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The Weekend Comes…

And goes. So it’s Friday… In normal time, FriYay. But I’m not there yet. I made it through the bulk of the day yesterday with relatively few tears. Then call time came. And went. We’ve spent nearly a year speaking … Continue reading

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Cry the Last Tear…

I’d love to believe I’ve cried my last tear over this… and I haven’t. Today was another of the painful booger spilling, hyperventilating, sobbing sort of crying only associated with a broken heart. It’s a crazy series of ups and … Continue reading

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When What You Believe Is Different…

So WHAT happens… when what you believe is, isn’t really at all? It’s been my question for the past two weeks. What I believed was my last first kiss, the love of my life, my person, abruptly ended the relationship. … Continue reading

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Believe… In. Me.

Just a ramble for today. Somedays it’s hard. Just hard. Today feels like one of those days and frankly, I’m not even sure why. Belief… seems so simple, but sometimes, I think it’s elusive. Believing in a cause, in a … Continue reading

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